Maybe it’s the moon. Not sure. But I woke up feeling way more relaxed than usual. My fingers are slow to reach for the keys in an effort to express the knowing that I received this morning accompanied by a feeling of complete I don’t know what. Peace? Joy? Surrender? I can’t put a name […]
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I woke up this morning with a crazy fire burning through me. Literally. I’m sweating like a pig. My first thought was “Shit, I’m getting sick” but then I felt into it and this is not a fever. It’s something from deep inside me that has been lying dormant most of my life. It’s real. And […]
I’m having a crazy ass day which I talk about in this FB Live. WARNING: Please put in earphones if you have any kids around.
Shame – is there any emotion that trumps this bitch when it comes to ripping your self worth right out of your skin, dragging you through the mud and leaving you in a heaving heap of destruction? I don’t think so. It’s one of those emotion I don’t think we escape lightly. Not in our culture anyway. […]
Who hasn’t said it at some time? I’ve made a mistake. Who hasn’t heard it at some time? Learn from my mistakes. So let’s investigate this for a moment. The definition as given by the all-knowing Google is that a mistake is an act or judgement that is misguided or wrong. I want to question this […]
Hmmmm, where to start. It’s taken me a very long time to publicly own the fact that I’m spiritually guided on my journey. That I dabble with faerie dust and magic. That I talk with my angels (and my dogs, and the wall, and the voices in my head). I always thought I was hiding […]
Sometimes as I sit down to write for you, I look at my reflection in the window and think “Seriously Anel, why couldn’t you have picked an easier path?” It would appear in some ironic twist of fortune I didn’t come to this life to teach from a place of logic and hum-drum information. That would […]
What an amazing thing – this life of ours. It’s always changing, expanding, retracting, going up, plummeting down. It’s on helluva ride Babe! Which is why I find it fascinating how we go through times when we decide life is boring. We feel lacklustre. We drag our feet and our asses. Heads hanging. Shoulders slumped. […]
I was going to write you a pretty piece about my tattoo. I was sitting on 960 words but I wasn’t feeling it. It was a cop-out blog. It was an easy blog And it says nothing about the storm inside of me. The one I wanted to hide from you today. Because it feels vulnerable. […]
It started 1 am. I woke up for no apparent reason. One side of my brain was trying to convince me that I’ve had a full nights’ sleep. The other side made me aware of the fact that my eyes were hurting – a sure sign that I needed more sleep. But sleep had left […]