Honestly, I’m feeling so fucking giddy right now, I’m not sure how to translate this into something useful for you.
Yet I know that maybe you need a ray of hope today.
Or maybe just confirmation that you’re going to be okay even if you’re going through some challenges right now.
Maybe you just need a little reminder that your desires matter and that they’re worth a little fight.
Or maybe even just a moment to share my joy.
After all, you share in all my passionate rants.
When I told my husband on the 30th of June 2015 that we’re moving to New Zealand, he thought me a little mad.
Why New Zealand?
Because I saw a picture on Instagram of a mountain bike on a breathtakingly beautiful single track and the description said it was in New Zealand, so of course we’re moving to New Zealand.
Plus I had asked my higher self where I’m meant to serve at this time, which is how I came across the photo in the first place.
Being the fast-action girl I am (aka extremely impatient) I wanted it to happen before Christmas.
He laughed, but being the humorous man he is, he sent his CV through to a recruitment agent.
25 days later he received his job offer and the rest is history.
I arrived home long before Christmas.
The moment my feet touched the ground, I knew this is where I’m meant to be.
I felt safe for the first time in my life.
I felt that I belonged for the first time in my life – not from a people perspective necessarily, but from an earth energy.
Life has been incredible and I continue to be filled with wonder and appreciation every single day as I walk around the lake witnessing the grace of the black swans, ride my bike through the winding forest tracks, walk along the deepest blue ocean.
Fast track to the beginning of 2018 and I was presented with a potential disruption of my life in paradise.
Our visa’s were expiring and the red tape had us wound so tight, I couldn’t scratch my own ass.
Back to my journal.
Back to my desires.
I decided that I honestly don’t have the time to go through this process again and again. I have lives to impact, asses to kick.
I didn’t just want another work visa, I wanted my permanent residency.
And I wanted it now.
The events that followed was nothing short of hair-raising – think roller-coaster with loops, screams and tears.
I suspect my husband was secretly starting to pack his bags, but I refused to believe that it was even a possibility to go back from where we came.
Instead, I stubbornly blocked out the voices of reason,
I kept affirming my residency in my faithful journal,
I took out my iPhone and listened to the Haka whilst out on my walks.
Every time we received another hoop, I would jump (who ever said white girls can’t jump?).
And once again –
I received my desire!
I am officially a permanent resident of the most gorgeous country, New Zealand.
Why am I sharing this with you?
Because I want you to understand that you can have ANYTHING you truly desire.
Regardless of what other people tell you is and is not possible even when they quote ‘the system’.
I want you to know that for you to truly live a life of conscious creation, you have to stay connected to your desires.
If you don’t know what you want, then all you do is drift on a sea of other people’s whims.
I want you to know that shit always happens and you have to be willing to hold on to those babies like a pit-bull.
When others try and rip it out of your mouth, telling you to be reasonable and let go, you clamp down those jaws and you hold on for dear life!
There was a time when I would have given up.
When I was a weak-minded average lass who didn’t truly believe that I deserved the things I secretly wanted.
I thought that it was my responsibility to only want that which would make others happy.
That my silly girly desires were not as important.
I would have looked at all the backwards and forwards and effort it took to get documents from South Africa once again, affidavits, the levels of stress due to uncertainty and I would have walked away.
Thinking it would be easier to just go back.
I’m no longer that girl.
I know who I am.
I know what I want.
I know how I get to be taken care of by my higher self.
And I won’t settle for anything less.
What do you truly DESIRE my friend?
What is that thing, that dream, that has shivers run down your spine when you just think about it?
What is the vision that when you hold it, even for a second, has your face light up with a smile?
I want you to start claiming it for yourself with pride and determination.
I want you to start immersing yourself in the energy of the person who already has that in their lives.
I want you to start taking action, regardless of how small, to show the Universe you mean business and then the Universe will meet you where you’re at with the most incredible opportunities and resources that will blow your mind.
You have to find the courage to say YES to that which is presented to you, and it normally feels uncomfortable because you haven’t done it before.
Yet every time you say YES to what is presented to you, quantum leaps happen!
Oh I can’t even begin to tell you the rewards for living in a state of desire.
By saying yes to my desire for residency, I have already opened myself up to my next level of desires.
I’ve already started claiming them, immersing myself, taking action.
Knowing that there will always be more.
Only death is inevitable.
Thriving truly is the choice of the brave.
You know I love you,
PS: Take a moment and imagine:
- Spending four uninterrupted hours remembering your true dreams, feminine desires and BIG vision in an intimate setting
- Connecting with high-vibe women you can deeply relate to and be your true self with
- Working with a masterful coach who lovingly breaks open your little cup so you can soak in the ocean of abundance that your soul truly desires
- Feeling inspiration & passion come flooding back as you own your brilliance and reconnect with the magic that is inside of you
- Knowing your top three goals and taking immediate action to make 2018 your best year ever…
You’re invited to the Audacious Vision Creation Workshop
You deserve to live a life filled with desire and continuous expansion!
PS: Give yourself permission to create your dream life. It’s not selfish, it’s the most loving thing you can possibly do.