Just how much longer are you going to allow your precious ego to hold you back?

Today’s smackdown is for me.

YES, this is how I actually talk to myself.

Not from a space of shame or guilt or wanting to make myself feel bad.

That shit is so last year.

No Darling, I speak from a space of love.

From a space of true belief in self.

The empress in me addresses the warrior in me.

And the warrior is not a pussy.

She is all badass.

She is tall, powerful, focussed, dedicated to her mission.

She does not get offended.

She doesn’t take shit personally.

Even though it always is personal.

She does not use triggers as an excuse to stay down.

She turns INTO her triggers, to get pissed, to light the fire.

For the fire means energy.

Energy leads to action.

Action gets results.

Sometimes she loses her way on the battlefield and drama of everyday life.

I have compassion for my humanity but I don’t have time to fuck around lying on the floor for too long.

Tick tock bitch.

Time is running out.

Life is running out.

Breath is running out.

So I take a good long hard look in the mirror and get real as fuck.

Heads up – I curse a lot talking to myself.

If the warrior in you seeks a little pep talk today, I invite you to take off your ego hat, drop into heart, and allow yourself to receive my truth.

Okay Bitch,
What the fuck do you think you’re doing?

Sitting in the corner.

Waiting to be rescued.

Waiting for someone to feel sorry for you and throw you a bone.

Only losers feel sorry.
Sympathy is for pussies.
It’s poison. Suffocates your spirit. Weakens your will. Keeps you huddled up in a little ball, smothered in self-pity. Licking your wounds. Cowering in front of the monsters you’ve created in your head.

Fuck that shit.

Nobody is coming to pick up you.

Your soulmate tribe don’t have time to come back for you.

You wanna play with the big boys and girls?

Then you fucking rise!

By yourself!

Go inside

Find your drive and move your fucking ass

Fuck you weakness
Break up with the club of average
Break free of the physical realm of limitation

Connect with your demonic fury and liberate yourself from the restrictions you’ve spun around yourself like a sticky web.

You never came to this life to live by the rules of others. That’s just you not wanting to take responsiblity.
That’s just you being scared by your power.
Of your magnetism.
Of your magic.

Pussy.

We never agreed that you would allow yourself to be fooled by the small minded minions that you knew would crowd in the moment you slowed down.

I’m not interested in hearing about how you meant well.

That you looked up and saw all the pain, their frustration, the struggle and you thought it was up to you to save them.

You thought that it was up to you to carry them until they were rested enough to continue the journey.

Except the lazy fuckers relished being cradled in your arms whilst sucking your life force with their vampiric fangs.

You stupid fuck. They played you.

By playing superhero you became the victim of those who choose victimhood.

Walk
the fuck
away!

But first you have to get off the motherfucking floor.

I know you’re tired and I know you’re feeling a little defeated in this moment. You have disconnected with the fact that you’ve been gifted the most powerful force in the univers – you’ve been given FREE WILL.

Which means that not even Creator will save your sorry ass!

Instead, you get to choose.

You can stay down there, sniffling indignantly.

I will respect that choice.

I will not rescue you.

I will not help you.

You can continue to romance all your excuses and your bullshit and your pain and your fears.

Smothering your truth in another layer of justification.

Because it’s easier for you to buy into their motherfucking lies.

Of how it should be.

Of how you should be treated.

Of how you should be protected by men.

Of how it should all be easy and flow.

Of how being feminine means all soft and gooey and weak and submissive.

FUCK THE FUCKING LIES.

You know
in your heart
in your motherfucking soul

You know the truth
you know that you are the only one responsible for your choices
for your actions
for your results

You know the truth
of what it takes
to be successful
of the pain you have to embrace and push through
the pain you have to train with
the pain you have to go to
of the focus you can only find in the silence when you block out the applause and the criticism and the noise of daily life

You know the truth
that you have to be motherfucking selfish if you’re serious about living your purpose fully
you have to be selfish enough to choose happiness even when everyone around you is choosing to be miserable AF
you have to be selfish enough to speak your truth even when it is received in a clout of resentment and they lash out at you with venom ripping your heart from your chest, thrown into mud and pig shit, reeking of their pain which they’re not willing to deal with.

You know the truth
that you are the most powerful person in your world
That you have everything you need to succeed inside of you
That you are unstoppable once you commit
fully
to your desires
no more settling for anything less than orgasmic
in all areas of your life

You know the truth
that feminine means GODDESS
it means your body is lean, strong, flexible, sensual, always moving, always delicious to touch
it means your mind is stronger than any of those who look at you to fucking lead
it means your word is your bond and that when you say you’re having it, not even Zeus has the willpower to say no to your desires regardless of how ridiculous they seem to ordinary people
it means you’re a motherfucking queen
YOU WILL NOT BE DENIED

The only person who can deny you is YOU
You are the one energetically settling for shit because you think they’ll judge you if you own your truth
Yes! They are going to judge you.

Still
you get to choose
are you going to let the hatred of assholes dictate your motherfucking LIFE
or
are you going to stay connected with who you are
and the fact that you came here to lead a motherfucking revolution?

A revolution doesn’t start without opposition bitch
A revolution doesn’t start without challenge
A revolution doesn’t succeed if you’re out of integrity
A revolution is not lead by pussies

IT’S TIME FOR YOU TO CHOOSE
TO RISE
OR STAY THE FUCK DOWN
I AM NOT TOLERATING YOUR BULLSHIT A MOMENT LONGER
I AM NO LONGER INTERESTED IN HEARING ABOUT HOW YOU’RE SHITTING YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW HOW TO DO IT
I AM NO LONGER INTERESTED IN HEARING ABOUT ALL YOUR OBSTACLES
GET OVER THE FUCKERS
GO THROUGH THE BLOCKS
OBLITERATE YOUR BULLSHIT AND YOU WILL THRIVE

YOU said you wanted liberation
Then you WAKE THE FUCK UP AND GET THE FUCK UP!
Acknowledge that the only prison has been the one you’ve created in your mind.
Admit that your codependent love has been disempowering to you and others.
Own the fact that you’ve used others as your excuse for not living your true life purpose.

YOU said you wanted freedom
Then spread your fucking wings and fly
Right now!
Not once you have sorted out all your shit
Not once you’ve moved all the pawns into position
Not once you feel safe to do so
Not once you don’t have a shred of fear

RIGHT NOW!
Trembling with fear
Turn your fear into your motivation
Turn your doubt into belief

And then I will walk beside you.

The ball is in your court.

Play
or sit the fuck down.

Now,
Show me what you choose.

Death is inevitable Bitch.

Do you have the balls to thrive?

Love,

A