Are you seriously faking orgasms with the Universe?

Okay Alpha,
so you’re telling me that you’re bored.
You’re telling me that you’re not feeling inspired.
That you’re going through the motions but not seeing any REAL results that has you high-fiving strangers on the street in that moment you simply can’t contain your celebration of your badassery.

I know.
I’m bored too.

You’re not giving me anything juicy to get my fangs into,
you’re not challenging me,
you’re not allowing me the opportunity to blow your fucking mind with what I’m able to deliver.

Instead, your insistence on setting goals because someone says you must,
your insistence on focusing on that which is just ahead because someone says you should take baby steps,
your insistence on going through the motions without any true hunger or excitement,
is feeling like mindless masturbation.

Oh, we can have a two second orgasm every now and again from sufficient stimulation but seriously woman,
most of the time you’re faking it just so I can feel better about my performance.

When will you realise that you can fake it with the boys, but you can never fake it with me?
I know you too well.
I feel you, every single minute of every single day,
and I know the difference between lip-service and vibrational reality.

What are you really afraid of Alpha?
Why are you holding yourself back this way?
Why are you settling?

I don’t understand…

I don’t understand why you insist on pretending that you have to do it solo when you have the entire Universe at your beck and call.
I don’t understand why you insist on being nice to people when 99% of the current population has no intention of living a life of thrive.
I don’t understand why you insist on seperating yourself from your body when you chose her for this life experience.
I don’t understand why you allow others to eat up your precious time with their chit chat when all you crave is to be in the ZONE where you feel fully alive!

I don’t understand…

And I do.

I know that right now the divide between those who choose to rise and those who will fall, is become bigger I know that it hurts your heart as you witness the suffering, the mindless existence of those who simply refuse to open their eyes, who refuse to open their minds, who refuse to step up.
I know that it’s painful to have others lash out at you, calling you selfish and cold and heartless. I know that it feels devastating as you pick up speed and have to leave behind more and more people.

I know.

But honey,
this is the time you chose to live in.
You chose to be alpha,
and it’s a choice you have to recommit to every single day if you’re going to be faithful to yourself.
Anything else,
is you being a traitor to your potential, your purpose, your soul.

I want you to know today that the greatest gift you can bring to the Universe,
is your raw real unfiltered hungry for more fabulous self.
It’s when you break free of the self-imposed shackles of guilt.
It’s when throw off the cloak of shame.
It’s when you stop trying to fit in and finally allow yourself to stand out.

This is when you will wake in the morning with joy-juice pumping through your veins.
Creativity will explode in your mind as new thoughts, new ideas, new puzzles, go off like a fire-cracker show on the fourth of July.

This is when you will bring your focus to the task at hand instead of diluting the potential of the moment with their bullshit multi-tasking.
It’s when you will selfishly protect your time so that each and every minute is spent fully present, immersed into the experience at hand, milking it for every ounce of deliciousness available.
This is when you will raise your standards and expectations not only of yourself, but of the Universe itself.

Oh Alpha,
if only you knew how much joy it brings me when you command me to deliver all of your desires or something even better.
If only you knew the exhiliration when you give me creative freedom to surprise and delight you with what can only be described as miraculous.
If only you knew how much I want to give to you,
every single day.
And all you have to do,
is stop playing in the sphere of the average
and decide that you will forever more raise your standards.

Will you Alpha?
Will you finally be serious in your decision to live an exellent life?
Will you finally be willing to get comfortable in the space of discomfort?
Will you finally step the fuck up to the mountain and keep climbing higher knowing that there’s simply no limit on the exhiliration you get to experience on the journey?

For the moment you finally DECIDE
the forces of the Universe celebrates the victory of a woman who chose to remember who she truly is,
what she’s truly capable of,
choosing to know that she is powerful,
she is free,
she is beautiful,
she has value,
she has purpose,
and that she can’t fuck this up!

What’s your decision Darling?
Knowing that you can continue to lie to yourself,
but you can never lie to me.

I will keep giving you what you expect from me,
and even though what I want to give you is SPECTACULAR,
if you insist on receiving struggle, that’s what you will get.

You can keep playing it average until you die,
or you can choose to thrive.

With love
your Inner Alpha.


Anel is the Instigator of a Thrive Evolution for Alpha Females.

Her work is aimed at empowering women to trust themselves and their intuition, reclaiming their authentic voices, and creating a life they’re madly in love with.

Through enhanced self-love, self-worth and self-confidence they know the satisfaction and pride of a woman who lives unapologetically aligned with her purpose.

Those ready to step up and receive support on their journey are invited to connect through a potential partnership consultation.