Entries by Anel Bester

Some things you don’t have to explain.

Even though this piece is written from a woman’s perspective, it is just as applicable to men.
What’s keeping so many from receiving their LESSONS, is their desire to have things MAKE SENSE.
Not really for themselves, but so they’re able to explain to others.
Today I invite you to release this need to explain in order to receive the learning from which to make the choice that IS for your highest and greatest good.
Today I invite you to choose thrive.

I’m at a loss for words…

This morning I had a choice to make:
Do I write some frivolous thing about how to … whatever and get way more public applause,
do I keep my agreement with my Soul and allow the message through KNOWING that MOST won’t RECEIVE this.
You think you’re different because we live in different countries or have different genitals or a different skin pigmentation, and you’re WRONG.
WE ARE CONNECTED AS HUMAN BEINGS and this should NEVER have become something to be ashamed of.

You can’t ACHIEVE love…

Two things to know today:
1. There’s a reason, a greater purpose, why more and more Alphas CRAVE romantic love, and
2. You can’t achieve love by setting another goal.
Human evolution requires human remembering of what actually matters and who we need to be, not what we need to do, in order for us to create a better tomorrow.

Will you evolve or will you perish under this pressure?

Of course, I could pretend that I’m unaware of the pain of thousands of high achieving women as the increased pressure we’re experience has them doubting their sanity, their ability to keep it together, their strength to keep it up. I could – and I won’t. YOU are not alone and you’re not losing your freaking mind. However, it might be time to let go of your ‘personality’ so that you may shift into thrive.

You’re not the only one

The feelings of shame that’s saturating you,
the feelings bred by the bullshit of having to appear tough and independent,
bred through the lies of there’s something wrong with YOU,
bred through the photoshopped illusions that everyone else has their shit together and thriving,
that shame, is the exact thing that’s preventing you from seeking support, from truthful conversations to take place, for us as a species, to start healing so that we will come through this metamorphosis as something to be proud of, instead of something to be destroyed.

Well, in my familiar ‘un-ladylike’ approach to this: Fuck Shame Alpha. Come home.

The Whisper of Love

I’ve come to recognise that Love does not shout, it whispers.
It does not tell, it invites.
It does not make you wrong, but makes you aware.
It never sounds like reason, but possibility.

This is my invitation to women to become still and in the stillness, find the tone and frequency of love and truth as heard in the whispers of your soul.

Is Achievement simply another Addiction?

This was a bit of a wet fish slap in the face when it first hit me that Achievement was nothing more than my Designer Drug.
Now I’m not going to say that all achievers are addicts, but if it triggers, do introspection, if the shoe fits, maybe go barefoot for a while, and if there’s nothing in this for you, just nod your head and move along Darling.
As always it’s not about the ACTION in and of itself, but the FREQUENCY of the action.

Alpha – You ARE the Art

Questioning EVERYTHING is no longer an indulgence for those who have free time on their hands, it’s a NECESSITY for Alpha Females to break free from the conditioned trance which has them accelerating the mind-less self-destruction of humanity.

Are you sacrificing Your Art for results?

This piece is not for the audience, the spectators, the imitators, the regurgitates. I appreciate you and the role you’ve chosen in life, however you will not relate to this.
This piece is for those who KNOW they were born to BE artists, yet have fallen into the trap of high achievement, sacrificing art for results.

You have to break the walls down from the inside.

those walls you’ve built around you after all the pain,
thinking they will protect you,
is the exact thing
that’s standing between you and everything you desire, everything you crave, everything you need.
Walls are built from fear, which keeps you from love.
Will you find the courage today to allow the truth to set you free?

When your ‘good habits’ are bad…

Oh I know how safe it feels,
all those ‘good habits’, systems, structures and routines.
I also know that it will have you achieving like a MACHINE. I did.
But what it WON’T give you, is thrive! For thrive comes from faith, chaos, creativity with no lines or confinements, and a willingness to be SEEN and FELT for who you truly are.

Make today a mini-blueprint of your dream life

Is the thought of your day ahead turning you on to the point where you simply can’t sit still?
Is the knowing of who you choose to be today filling you with pride and delight?
Or are you still thinking that there’s someplace you have to get to before having lifegasmic every days?

Like a puppet on a string.

It’s time to pay attention to a much bigger picture than what’s right in front of you.
It’s time to be honest and acknowledge if your actions are created through an external force like a puppet,
or the internal force of your Being from a frequency of love and truth.
No self-shaming, no blaming, just time for some self-honesty.

It’s the little lies that’s killing you.

How often do you check in with yourself to ensure that you’re living in integrity? FULLY in integrity, especially behind closed doors.
How many Alphas, true Alphas, are you surrounding yourself with to ensure you’ll immediately feel the dissonance when you wander from your truth?
And how honest are you about your current state? Or are you one of the billions living in a state of dishonesty for the sake of appearance?

How much is your word still worth to you?

If you can feel the cracks showing in your life, it’s NOT that you need more filler Darling.
It’s an indication that your FOUNDATION is out of INTEGRITY and the tremors of life is breaking you down.
This is no time to go into self-shaming, blaming or hiding. It’s time to allow yourself to receive the support required to break up the foundation and lay a new one in truth from which you will rise in pride.
It’s time for you to remember who you are, what it feels like to live with honour, and have your WORD be enough for your BOND.

Choosing to live in a state of love.

This piece should not only be READ by every person, but taken to HEART.

It is only when you will allow yourself to RECEIVE the TRUTH in here that you will finally understand the IMPACT you have on all those claim to love.

And only those who are prepared to take full responsibility will FEEL the love in these words.

Love doesn’t always sound loving.

Do you love enough to tell someone the truth in such blatant terms that they either have to allow it to pierce the lies of their ego, having them sit up and pay attention, or reject it outright thereby consciously choosing to live in their current state?
Do you?
Or are you buying into the BS that we should encourage the docile acceptance of victimhood whilst we stand back and witness the demise of excellence in others?

The human race is killing the human being.

Are you willing to remove all your beautifully crafted masks of shame so that you can witness that which is occurring right now?
It won’t feel good and it won’t sound nice.
That’s because underneath the facade of Facebook posts, Instagram stories and LI connections, there’s a BIG problem that, if we don’t find the courage to face, IS going to be the end of us all.

You weren’t created to ‘belong’…

This obsession of ‘fitting in’ in order for us to find a place where we ‘belong’, is creating wider and wider chasms between us.

For we weren’t created to ‘belong’ somewhere! We are created CONNECTED to everything, everyone and therefor we BELONG wherever we find ourselves.

It’s time to smash another illusion and rise alpha females.

Will all the lies and excuses please line up?

We’ve created a world
so caught up in a web of lies
that we no longer know if we’re spider or fly.

Until you OWN your conditioned state of lying you will be OWNED by the lies.

For the truth will hurt as it slices through the chords that have kept you safe in the embrace of the cult and you will have to allow yourself to fall all the way down, before you can rise.

When your soul is black as a moonless night.

This is a cheeky piece which you can choose to take literally or open your mind to see things differently.
People have become so obsessed with ‘colours’, using it to accentuate their judgement when in fact it only highlights their fear.
Colour doesn’t matter! Frequency does. And the only frequency I’m interested in, is love.

Unequivocally madly in love

If you’re NOT madly in love with your life,
and I do mean EVERY touch-point of your life,
it’s not because of karma,
it’s not because you have a block,
it’s not even because you don’t think you deserve it,
it’s simply because
you’ve not yet chosen
to love yourself.

Mother – hear my prayer.

May all who find this piece,
find a moment of deep connection,
of true appreciation of the miracle of life,
of unquestioned

For without love
we are left with only fear
and fear my Darling,
is destroying us all.

You don’t CHOOSE the pack, the pack calls you…

It’s time for me to pull back the curtains and give you a glimpse of the pack.
It’s NOTHING like a group -which is based on tribal consciousness of belonging, having to obey the spoken and unspoken rules to ensure harmony.
Packs are for those committed to a purpose greater than ego or fear which is why
groups tend to be large and
packs are so small that most don’t even know they actually exist.

Calling the Silent Assassins of Mediocrity

Too much noise,
too little transformation of energy which is required if we’re going to leave behind a legacy of love for generations to follow.

Every day we allow ourselves to get distracted for approval and belonging, we lose another battle for thrive.

It’s time to get into the zone Alpha Females, where the world becomes quiet, the crowds disappear, and you bring your gift to those who will value it.

Are goals just another way of lowering our standards of commitment?

This is just a ramble of thought as it was occurring to me.

Why are Alphas still setting goals as though they are ‘normal’ people?
Why are Alphas still sacrificing the masterpiece in their hearts for the sake of belonging and playing nice?
What if instead of setting goals,
little tippy tappy achievements by XYZ date and time,
you commit, you dedicate your LIFE, to the masterpiece in your Soul Heart?

Now THAT’S something an Alpha can sink her fangs into.

Without honour the people perish

The reason most call the truth brutal, is because we’ve forgotten what the hell it actually sounds like.

Truth doesn’t wear any frills or kitten gloves.
It doesn’t go around the mountain just to get to the bloody point.

And quite frankly, NOT speaking the truth is killing us so maybe it’s time for us to stop tippy-toeing around the bullshit, and put purpose before ‘ego’.

What does it mean to choose Alpha?

To choose the frequency of Alpha,
is to choose to awaken from the illusion and what you will witness, will change the way you look at your life, your purpose, what matters to you, in a way that cannot be unseen.
Be sure before making this choice, for it’s not all cocktails and high heels Darling.
It’s raw.
It hurts.
It demands sacrifice.

Still want to choose Alpha?

Just how far down the DOING hole have we tumbled?

2020 is a year of profound human evolution.
Evolution which comes from
reassessing our choices
and more importantly
who we ARE
as Human BEINGS.

This is probably the most courageous area of growth as we, through our THINKING, managed to fuck it up royally which means each individual has epic healing and reclaiming to do within.

What the hell are you trying to prove?

does not come from our heads.
It’s the outcome of
feeling the music,
feeling the chemistry,
feeling the frequency of the moment,
and allowing our bodies
to express
that for which we have no words.

It’s time for Alpha Females to remember and to tango.

Why your goals might be screwing you over.

Alpha Female is a courageous choice to VIBRATE on the FREQUENCY of supremacy.

It’s NOT about achievements.
It’s NOT about doing things the way everyone is doing it.
It’s NOT about setting goals all the time.

It’s time to understand that the prison in which you find yourself is created by YOU and YOU alone through prostituting your greatness for the sake of belonging.

WHY are you castrating your magic?

Where is the magic?
Where is YOUR magic?

Why are you pretending to be so much less than what I know you to be?
Why are you holding on to limiting beliefs, speech, behaviours AS IF it’s going to make the world a better place when all it does is accentuate the vibration of poverty, suffering, victimhood and mediocrity?

What will it take for you to drop the pretence and BE alpha?

Blood, Sweat, Tears is guaranteed – Victory is not.

NO VICTORY is guaranteed,
regardless of what anyone tells you.

That is no excuse for Alpha Females to NOT RISE!
It is no excuse for Alpha Males to NOT RISE!

For as long as we pass the buck,
what IS guaranteed
is destruction of humanity.

Today is the only day that counts. What will you choose?

What would happen if…

During this time for deep introspection,
a time created for taking stock of our choices, the impact, and how we will move forward,
I am asking the questions I recommend you ask yourself today…

Which part of EXACT do you not understand?

It is time to reveal that the Alpha Female is an archetype – an energy pattern which requires absolute precision for you to vibrate at the frequency of who you hunger to be.

It requires total commitment – a concept which most cannot comprehend as they’re so used to self-sacrifice of desires and standards of excellence, compromising their truth and lying to themselves for them to feel better about their lack of lifegasmic joy.

Welcome to the realm of Alpha.

Being TOO much – our natural state, our secret shame…

2020 is seeing a rise in frequency – ALPHA frequency.
In a minute percentage of people.

It’s also seeing an increase in lower vibrations as more and more people are willing to settle for LESS, operating in a state of fear.

They would rather pay to treat symptoms than invest to go deep, find the root cause of suffering, and do the work for massive transformation.

What will YOU choose at this time?

When the dark descends…

This piece is filled with hidden meanings and messages which will only be understood by the freaks, the outcasts, those who allow themselves to vibrate on a frequency of truth beyond the programmed fear of the system.
This piece is for the Alphas.


You know that life is a reflection of your choices.
My question is:
Where are you making those choices?

In the realm of magic, or the realm of human illusions mostly built on lies?