I JUST watched your Herstory video. I can't put into words how it affected me. I started crying in the middle of it...
And in the beginning? During the meditation? I had my hands in the receiving position the whole time and I felt a weight and HEAT...and it felt good and right.
I honestly cannot do justice with words how wonderful and passionate you were.
You truly are a soul sister..
Deep in the shadows
Where few will ever dwell,
As this is the realm of chaos and uncertainty,
It’s the place where we’ve been cautioned NEVER to venture,
There you are
And there you hear the whisper
Calling you forward
Even though you’ve already traveled so far.
I know Darling.
There was a time when I raged against the Universe
Exhausted from the exertion
Of never ending knocks down
Only to continue to
For the voice will never stop calling to you until you finally acknowledge that THIS has been your purpose all along.
Eons ago the empowered masculine set out on a quest,
A truly courageous choice for evolution,
To discover the impact on humanity
If he chose to disconnect from his heart -the seat of wisdom
Operate from the mind - the domain of logic.
In eternal support of her partner in life creation
The empowered feminine agreed to silence her true voice
So as not to remind him of his original intent.
Today, we’re witnessing the impact of that quest…
The mind, which is also the seat of the Ego, rules
Demanding that all bow down to the master!
Behind a beautifully produced mask of ‘socially acceptable behaviour’ as dictated by context.
As long as you play by their rules,
Ensuring that you do the bidding of the machine
So that it can continue to function,
The Overlords will give you a get out of jail free card
For what happens behind closed doors
Or in the name of war or religion or the ‘fatherland’.
Lies spread like wildfire
Of the role of a woman
Having to stand BEHIND her man
With absolute and unquestioned loyalty
Giving her freedom in return for his false ‘protection’
Until death releases her.
And if she dared step out of line
It’s expected of the man to put her back into her place.
Chains back on.
Fists beating down.
Some being stoned publicly.
Words cutting deep into her heart.
Her children either made to witness
Or dragged into the atrocities.
Rivers dried up
As tears gave way to heaving sobs
Before hearts started breaking.
More and more women are currently losing the good fight
Of reclaiming their dark feminine power
Instead they hang their ovaries outside their bodies,
Calling for revenge and retribution!
Rising up in RAGE
Telling her story of what an arsehole he is
How he deserves to be destroyed
Filled with hatred and anger and fear
Crucifying men and boys,
Thinking THIS is the solution.
Not understanding that they’re simply creating a new cycle of pain for humanity.
I’m witnessing the awakening of some empowered men
Who choose to reclaim their hearts
Unleashing the most incredible power
As masculine and feminine energies are brought back into balance within their bodies
And they are leading with compassion,
Guiding more and more men back to the seat of wisdom.
Which means my Darling,
IT’S TIME FOR ALPHA FEMALES TO RECLAIM OUR TRUE EMPOWERED FEMININE VOICE!
Why Alpha Females?
Because we ARE shadow workers.
Fiery-warrior women who live in the shadows,
Comfortable in the darkness,
Our gift is to identify humanity’s shadow and bring it to the light!
For us to do that,
We have to undertake The Herstorian’s Journey
So that we can see things differently,
Heal generations of suffering,
Bring an end to the destructive cycles,
And share wisdom with humanity.
This journey will require the ULTIMATE sacrifice:
For you will have to divorce your story
You will have to change your identity
You will have to BE a HERSTORIAN.
Just to be clear,
The Herstorian’s Journey is NOT a program
It’s a calling!
It’s a SOUL CALLING.
A knowing that THIS is what you’re here for.
The ONLY thing that makes sense.
It’s for the Alpha Female who have EXPERIENCED the impact of our patriarchal society
And she’s committed to heal herself
Not because she wants to end the pain
But because she’s DONE with the suffering.
Slamming down her foot
Raising her arms towards the heavens
And commanding the forces of LOVE
To come forth and give her strength to face the demons of suffering
YOU SHALL NOT PASS!
You know that right now, humanity is in a shit show
And it’s only the beginning.
For THIS time was created to SERVE as an opportunity for introspection.
An opportunity for healing.
An opportunity to set a better course.
It’s so that we can take a step back and reassess the choices we, as a collective, have been making.
Consciously AND unconsciously.
But it’s not going to happen if everyone just wants to talk about bunnies and butterflies.
It’s not going to happen through positive affirmations and more mindset work.
It’s time to get real Alpha.
WILL YOU ANSWER THE CALL?
The Herstorian’s Journey is 8 weeks of DEEP INTENSIVE work that takes you from where you are today
Woman with a story
To becoming a Herstorian.
Without bringing acknowledgement to your life experiences, they are nothing more than events filling you with shame and self-rejection. And as long as you have an ounce of shame around ANY of the events, whether you are secretly shaming yourself for allowing it to happen, or shaming another, you will be a victim of events.
Right now, you have been programmed by society to see things a certain way. To view life through their prescribed lense so that you can ‘judge it as good or bad’. EVERYTHING From behaviours to thoughts to emotions. In the process we bring judgement to who we truly are as ourselves, bathed in disgust that we can be so weak. This is the cause of self-abandonment. And you need to be whole is you’re going to be a herstorian.
I’m going to activate your true Alpha Female DNA Frequency and from this space you’re going to bring instant healing through DECISION!
You’re going to discover just how bloody powerful you truly are and how to spread this healing through generations so that your bloodline can receive love where there was pain.
You will pay tribute to all that has served you up till now
And claim a new identity which will become your legacy!
You’re ready to examine your life with new eyes,
The life which contains the seeds of wisdom you’ve planted for humanity
Ripe for the picking
It’s time to harvest
Every herstorian is gifted with an authentic voice,
A medium created specifically for her message to be delivered to humanity in a way that is unmistakable.
It transcends the noise as you amplify your artful communication whether through speech, song, art or penmanship.
No longer will you be tempted to spew your old story as angry ‘fact’ which you will understand was always your fear ruling your voice,
Instead you will be able to hold up the mirror to humanity and share the shadow behaviour with compassion and love.
Life will NEVER be the same again.
I share with you what it’s going to take to be a Herstorian in 2020 and beyond
For this is a new field that the world has not seen
Yet humanity has been waiting for.
The Herstorian’s Journey is NOT for you if you’re looking for a cool new bling bling to add to your arsenal of courses.
It’s not for you if you think this is going to make you rich and famous - it’s NOT about you. It’s about humanity.
It’s not for you if you want me to sprinkle some fairy dust on your derriere and viola, you feel fabulous flying around like Tinkerbell.
This is going to be some of the most challenging work you’ve EVER been asked to do as
You will have to be
COMMITTED to heal,
WILLING to release,
It will require faith in yourself and the Universe and Eternal Love.
There will be ZERO hand-holding or sippy cups.
This is for grown up women
Not little girls who want to play dress up.
For I do not have time to molly-cuddle or rescue.
This is PURPOSE work for me and I’m calling in my PACK not my ‘friends’.
My intention is massive transformation which will be received through weekly calls and daily contact available with me.
As part of this guided journey you are welcomed into The Pack where you will be surrounded by my Alpha Sisters committed to BE-ing change in the world for ongoing support and inspiration because believe me when I tell you, the cult of mediocrity will not go down without resistance.
For I know you will be labelled, tarred and feathered by those who are drenched in their own shame and who think that you are judging them. You will be opposed by those who are terrified of evolution and who desire things to remain the same - better the suffering they know than the thrive they don’t.
There is more, but the next steps of the path is only revealed once the first is taken...
Alpha, I will not deceive you,
I am one of the strongest most resilient women you will ever meet and this journey
It’s one that I walked, crawled, bled, cried
My footsteps often smudged as I fell to my knees
Pleading for it to end.
I have lived in the shadows all my life
Believing that this was a place to which I was banished
As I was unacceptable to humanity in my true form.
Told I’m too much
That I had to be silenced
That I had to stop questioning
I have experienced molestation, mental and physical abuse, rape, bancruptcy, codependency, humiliation, and the torture of being captivated by the monster revealed through alcoholism.
For as long as I can remember
I fought back
Again and again
Until it felt as though I had no fight left in me.
Exhausted, I released into the grip of depression
And as I stood at the gates of hell ready to leave life for the afterlife ,
I finally understood that the gate swung inwards
And that hell
Was in my head!
This was when the real fight started
And it took me
Of doing the work consciously.
The deep work
From therapy to reiki to pranic healing to coaching to healing my pussy to finally
That just as HELL was inside my head
HEAVEN resides inside my heart.
Who the fuck I truly am
The power that is mine to command
The work that I am here to do.
And I am saying YES to my SoulWork.
I’m choosing to dedicate my life to guide Alpha Females on the Herstorian’s Journey
The path of their purpose
It doesn’t have to take you 15 years
As quite frankly
Every year we wait
Hundreds of thousands will perish in the insanity
Until the voice of reason
The voice of wisdom
The voice of love
Thereby soothing the beast within the masculine
Finding his way home
As lover and protector of the feminine.
I could tell you why now is the time to answer the whisper from deep within.
But I’m not going to Darling.
You will know if this is your calling and more importantly,
You will either have the courage to say yes,
Or you won’t.
When you're ready to compassionately bring the shadow side of human behaviour to the light as wisdom :
My name is Anel and I guide Alpha Females to liberate themselves through Truth, activating the Alpha Female DNA Frequency of Love, and walk the path of their true purpose.
This is the time where I will guide the Herstorian's on their Journey to share Herstory.
My credentials include Honours in Psychology, Certified Life Coaching, and Pranic Psychotherapist.
Want to know what I value more than all of these?
My deep love for humanity and my unshakable belief in YOUR magnificence.
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